We had three big trucks last night. THREE! And I was put in Softlines(clothes) for the first time. We had 7 pallettes. It took us two hours just to get through one each. We managed 4 out of 7 before we started putting the shit away. I took infants cause I figured it wouldn't be that hard. Fuck if I was wrong. It took two hours just to get ( Read more... )

I spent the day at Kristen's Yesterday. Watched Tv, played Shadow Hearts, went to bed. Woke up went to work. A normal day. It's better though cause now I can digest and keep down solids. I ate pizza and a cheeseburger the other day. No not at the same time. They were actually twelve hours apart. I find that funny, but I was happy that I can ( Read more... )

Well, after going through my list of the sites I visit daily I felt like dolling so I did. I finished my shop orders, finally, but now something is wrong with the forum. Great. After months of being lazy I finally finish my work and now I can't even post it. Woe is me. I can't do anything right. My pixel shading is vastly improving and I'm ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I have work tonight...but at least this time Krissy will be there to keep me company on break. I just have to remember to pack something or bring some money so I can get a drink. Ima ask daddy if money can fun and get me a gatorade so I can rehydrate within the two hours i'm working in between each break. My sched is like this. I ( Read more... )

I'm done lying to myself. I'm done lying to everyone. I love him. This is my choice and I simply will not deny it. It was my choice to say yes to meeting him. It was my choice to say yes when he asked me out. It was my choice to tell him I was falling in love with him. And it is true. I don't just love him, I am in love with him. I don't ( Read more... )

Not much to say about yesterday or this morning. Easter was ok. Not as traditional as we normally do it, but then again we usually don't have company over either. Antny and Becky came over around 4 for dinner and stayed until I went to bed around 9. I was just too tired. I set my phone alarm for 230 but when it went off I just hit end and went ( Read more... )

I usually update somewhere between 12 and 2 in the morning, but I slept from about 4pm yesterday til 7am this morning. Odd for me, but I needed it. I've been emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted. *Breathes* I feel better. ^_^ K, not much going on. I went to orientation yesterday. It was boring, but I made new friends. Also ( Read more... )

Now if he was honest in the first place none of this wouldn't have happened. He's drunk so I know he's telling the truth. He still wants me, but not as is girlfriend. He wants to be a bachelor. So the love wasn't the problem it was the fact that he felt he was tying himself down. Oh well maybe one day he'll grow up and I'll get my fairy tale ( Read more... )

Well, there go my plans for the day. Candyc hasn't been getting much sleep so she's spending the day at home so she can get some rest. That means I'm stuck here again with nothing to do. She said raincheck, but we both don't know when that will be. I don't know my schedule for Walmart yet. After Orientation I might have to go in the very next ( Read more... )

Now that my anxiety has lessoned, since I got a text from Mark. All it was was a ^_^ but it still felt good to know he had at least read what I said and smiled at me for it. Back to what I was saying, now that my anxiety has lessoned, my anger spreads like a wild fire and I wan't nothing more than to confront the cause of his pain. I'd like to ( Read more... )