my tears still try to cry every night. i still ache for the warmth of a beating heart, but i find only walking corpses.

maybe the nightmares will stop. maybe i'll find that smile. maybe the sun will shine.

meh.

hell still continues.

I saw a shooting star the other day. It seems that i've caught that briefest of moments. Now all I have to do is hold on with dear life.

I really want to watch Howl's Moving Castle now....

A man named Jack has finally walked into my life. Holy shit. Like...the universe really does listen.

I wont ever doubt you again.

fuck my life. i want to be high. i want to be drunk. i want to be rolling. i want to be tripping. i want to be somewhere else for fucks sake. i fucking -hate- my life here. i was having more fun when i really was living from couch to couch. at least i had friends to do shit with. i only have kelso here...and we only share a few of the same ( Read more... )

Life is way too interesting. Someone outside my immediate family actually like garmarna. holy shit.

Is this like a sign or something...

So for some odd reason, I have noticed that alot of 'romantic/lovey-dovey' type of music has been playing lately.

Lets just hope it is a good thing...cuz I really want this date to be excellent tonight.

It will be..I know it.

:D Good bye 2009.

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and im no longer a minor.

im an adult.

sigh.

I already know, without a doubt, this is going to be an 'interesting' journey with him. but i suppose all relations are that way. but im willing to stick it out and work on it. cuz i really really want it to work out in the end!

Life in texas...strange it is ( Read more... )