I have never felt more enlightened and stupid at the same time then this moment.

Just slap me across the face, just show me how im supposed to live, and i will obey.

Just show me.

I need one(or all) of three things:

sex.
a fight.
an epiphany.

Being in a small town sucks.
No guys to mess around with.
*sadface*

I deleted my profile on myspace.

I'm very happy.

:D

Infected Mushroom in march!

sometimes i wish life wasnt so painful.
then i remember how boring it is otherwise.
*sigh*

Oh thank god for sex.

the thingie said i last posted 17 weeks ago. hahahaha i guess its time to update ( Read more... )

its been awhile since i've even been one here.
oh well.
life is life.

Through my entire life, i've come to believe in three ideals: freedom, truth, and love. Even though i believe in them, i do not truly understand them. i've always used to personal experiences in order to interpert them in my life. i've not really had much success, otherwise i'd be a more fullfilled person. tonight, im going to begin to try and ( Read more... )

I dont expect anyone to read this[except one, she always does] but i've known that for awhile now ( Read more... )