I'm moving out by the end of this year if it's the last thing I do. I really hope it's the change that I've been looking for and not a huge mistake I'm rushing into. It'll be cool I guess. It's just that right now I don't care about much, it's cool to feel like that ...sometimes, but for example if anyone tells me "oh I hate you right now bla ( Read more... )

Why is it that we hurt....what for . Do we really have time to hurt when there's so much beauty in this world. There is'nt much time to be upset and hate stuff, but there's so much time to have fun and enjoy things. Today ...I'm actually happy. After work I yelled.." Fuck this shit!!!!!!!" why be upset about shit stop acting like a fucken victim ( Read more... )

I'm so gay!!!!

 Oh man.....I'm counting down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's sad that I am counting My misery away ...... But i'm counting down    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Tomorrow is todays best kept secret.  It'll be spontaneous, to some it may be profane and wicked. If you don't take control today, in time it will seem ungovernable..... and it may very well be.  I'm in a point in time in my life where as I look back at my tracks, I see no footsteps of accomplishments. No mark on the sand nor my name on the ( Read more... )

It's funny cause during break i get these little blank pieces of paper we use for chair labels and i sit outside and just write..this time i just wrote what i saw around meit went liek this....

I've never really opened my eyes so I am today
I see the shadow of the tree fresher than shade man made.
I'm noticing this tree a lot, it looks a bit chaotic ( Read more... )

      This is my first entry in this journal so i'm just gonna tell ya how it's ganna be.  I like to say a lot of shit, from what i did today, what i'm doing tomorrow and a lot of deep shit too.   Like today i felt....i mean i've been feeling like i want to go home while i lay in bed ( at my house) there's so much shit i want to do a lot i want to ( Read more... )