had two tests today but i think i did okay on them... so that is good... it makes me feel good when i pullmy shit together and get this college thing under control... so today i have to work at 4 but i don't get out of class till 3 and you would think that would be enough time however it really isn't traffic sucks, i hung out with a girl that i ( Read more... )

i am almost in an upbeat mood... go me huh, classes still kinda sucked but at least the breaks weren't as bad and i didn't eat my lunch alone in my truck today i might up with a girl i knew from high school (jess) we had lunch even got a choc chip bagel from her not a bad deal... so yeah i have some tests coming up this week i should prob get on ( Read more... )

well i am from the glen.. does that make me a thug? i would say why yes yes it does... i have to work today after class only i so don't have enough time to get to work on time... i'm not to worried though cause i told my boss that i wouldn't be able to work on monday thursday and friday... today being friday i won't be able to make it, or at least ( Read more... )

about those emo titles... can't really help it kind of force of habbit i guess, so neways hmm what's new oh yeah nothing just sitting here in the library again and umm yeah bored out of my ass... i got burned 40 dollars on drugs and that sucks but i guess there isn't much i can do about it... i gave the dishwashes where i work 40 dollars and then ( Read more... )

shit am i bored out of my mind... school sucks, i hate these breaks i have nothing to do, yeah so for some reason i thought i had the smallest about of musical talent however sadly i now know that is not true... i guess i always knew but was kind of just kidding myself... i have vowed never to play and sing infront of another person from this point ( Read more... )

Mister I met a man when I was a girl it always started… accompanied by a tiny piano, wonder if anyone even knows where that is from, today is the day 20 years ago that I was born… and today I feel like shit, not due really to my birthday… I’m tired, I haven’t slept at all this whole weekend more than 4 hours either night, I’ve worked 20 hours, but ( Read more... )

just sitting around waiting for class again... this time i brough my headphones so at least i have tunes underoath well that i can even add in the music i'm listening part so watch for that lol... friday night dropped more money on drugs and i don't have a date... not really going in the right direction, but then again i haven't had a date since ( Read more... )

yeah so here i am again, bored and here at bsc killing time between classes... again i was late to my 1st class i haven't been ontime since the 1st day i should try to adress that... it is too cold i really dislike walking around campus in this shit... hmm what else is going on in the world of ryan... not too much i guess, i got a new movie which i ( Read more... )

Wow... i am so good at updaten this thing huh, i would say sorry but few people read this if any, now i go to bsc no longer fsc umm yeah i don't know how i feel about it, driving def sucks really bad, but i do like that i live at home... my own room... classes seem like they will be hard but hey this is college right i'll deal with it... umm ( Read more... )

so yes i hate my school... i am not going to stay here, i want to transfer to UVM... only thing is i would have to take out tons of loans ( Read more... )