Its getting to the point where I'm afraid to try and fall asleep. For days I end up just laying there thinking about EVERYTHING and especially the everything I don't want to be thinking about. In trying not to think I start. Its pissing me off and making me feel like I'm not as strong as I think I am. I really just want school to start so I can ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself. I'm at a standstill and I really don't like it ( Read more... )

Kristin just called me from Bonnaroo and I got to here thirty seconds of Radiohead! It mostly sounded like a whale giving birth but it was a beautiful moment and probably the closest I'll ever be to Radiohead live. It almost brought me to tears. I can't believe she called that was so nice of her. Good lord! I wish I could have gone but things ( Read more... )

I did not go to class today and I am OK with that. I did not realize how much I missed hanging out with Kristin and butterfield crew. I actually wasn't sure whether we became as good of friends for a while but we are. No denying that and I'm going to make more of an effort to spread myself around to those who care more often ( Read more... )

My life is one step closer to being completed. I'm realy glad I saw them with their biggest fan of all time. Gerald is so excited right now because the hip hop he grew up with is making it's way back. The fugees are back together and wu-tang is coming out with a new album. BTW if I had been home I definately would've gone with you Evan ( Read more... )

I am officially done with bugs. I def got lost trying to find the testing room so I was at least twenty minutes late. Since I take a ridiculous amount of time taking tests I was the very last one done, but I'm okay with that. I think I did okay. Right after I was really glad to be done with that class, wanted to scream with relief, and wanted to ( Read more... )

Ben Kweller is the coolest, goofiest motha fucka of all time. I thought I liked him a lot, like top ten, but now I might want to have his children. He didn't play with his band but I think it worked better that way. The University Production and Concerts organized it and I'm definately joining. Abby has opened the gate to free shows and basically ( Read more... )

Ben Kweller is coming to umass this friday!!! I don't really know what to do with myself especially since I don't have anyone to go with. The few friends that I have are too busy with schoolwork or have plans. I'm going anyway though, even if I go by myself. This whole not knowing people is getting ridiculous and annoying. I just flipped out on ( Read more... )

November 11th finally arrived. Melissa and Dave got to campus around 4ish. I was so excited to see them. I can't describe those two other than delightful. We met up with Bhamin and Maddy at Franklin. Kristin and her friends were there too but we didn't get a chance to sit together. I was nervous we were going to get lost on the way to the show but ( Read more... )

It is very windy out today. As a result a leaf blew into my face and bipped me on the forehead. Under normal circumstances I wouldn't care except this leaf was sharp and it kind of hurt ( Read more... )