Well it has been over 200 weeks since i said something on here.....and there is so much to say.  I was dating this guy for over 4 years and why I stayed with him for so long is beyond me.  It took someone that knew the old me to realize that i should always be true to myself.  I turned into this person I didnt recognize any more. Nothing about how ( Read more... )

well i thought i had friends but everytime i actually need thier help or friendship no one is around. Why is it that we all must feel that weneed people to live happily. I honestly think sometimes i could live my life happily without a single person. Maybe life would be better that way. Maybe not but nothing can get any worse.

well well i thought it would never happen to me. all the great things you dream of right there before your eyes, and its all yours. DAMN! whats wierd is i was engaged three times. planned three weddings. completly planned three weddings. i was ready to settle. HA three weddings but never been married. and this masterpiece has me. i would marry ( Read more... )

merry christmas!!!

well i got a lot of cool things and great shoes, and lots of money.
Im going on a date tomorrow. Its Mike. I hope we have fun.
Im going to mistys christmas party. Well at least Im going to get some. Cant count on certain people. HA HA.

well here i am telling my desperate attempts at love and sooner or later loss. Well here it goes Im in love with a man who will never love me back. What makes it worse is we are good friends and talk a couple times a week. And sleep together once in a while. I could easily forget him if the sex was horrible but its the exact opposite. His name ( Read more... )