I'm excited for the summer. I think things are slowing down. My father and mother are working out their respective surgeries. I'm glad to be here for them. I'm really happy to be working at the pool this summer. I'm going to really miss Hartford I think but the time away will serve me VERY well ( Read more... )

I don't know if this is goodbye for good, or just for the summer. Only time will tell. I'm 99.9% sure that I have lost my scholarship this semester due to grades. Alan hates me for not doing monomoy. I'm at the back of the bell curve in acting and basically, I'm one of the worst performers in my class. I'm really frusterated. I can't wait to ( Read more... )

Life has been kind of stressful ( Read more... )

So the last week has been kinda shitty! I am no longer working at monomoy theater this summer. I'm not going to work on cape cod. I'm going to be going back to ohio which I feel really good about. I'm not sure exactly where I'm working and all that but it's going to be great to go home ( Read more... )

Those of whom I've talked to lately seem to say thatmy posts have had a depressing undertone to them lately. For that I'm sorry. I have just not had much luck lately. I'm scared about the future...no terrified of the future. I can't enjoy a single moment because I'm sick to my stomach just thinking about it. I'm sorry I haven't been my normal ( Read more... )

So today was extremely uneventful. I went to Vocie and Speech and then went back to my room. I was useless all day. I hate doing that. I am still getting over being sick. Which is why I missed my voice lesson and then Dani was sick so I wasn't called to rehearsal. I spent all day eating and sleep. I can't think about the summer without ( Read more... )

Wow...I really didn't want to come back. I am staying in school. I'm working at Monomoy this summer and I'm going to go to all my classes from now on but I REALLY don't want to. Getting kicked out would almost be a blessing in disguise but I really hope I don't get kicked out...that would suck. I dunno I'm tired...going to bed...night

So I came to ohio for the weekend. I'm glad I did. I miss Ohio soooo much! I miss alot of what used to be but I'm glad to have moved on. I've been slightly nostalgic and emotional lately and it's be good. Mainly because when I think about stuff I don't get depressed I smile alittle and get that twinge in my gut to cry but then I don't. Anyway ( Read more... )

Crazy crazy times...I'm not quite sure where to start ( Read more... )

Yeah, last post was overwhelmed but happy...not anymore ( Read more... )