so tired . . . so uninspired

I wonder if I scare myself so frequently for the pleasant relief I get when I realize my fear is unfounded? That's kinda sick.

Just for the record, I do respect myself!

How to make a dhyanis
Ingredients:

1 part success

1 part self-sufficiency

5 parts leadership
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lovability if desired!

Personality cocktail
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dhyanis's bits are best described as her "urgent funnel".

dhyanis's LJ stalker is atarikat!atarikat is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also slowly poisoning you!

LJ Stalker Finder
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I really wonder at the things that come out of my mouth sometimes!
yikes.

I may be quitting sugar and nicotine, but I refuse to give up my caffeine. And you can't make me, so don't even try!

Oh yes, and alcohol too. (I mean I'm not giving it up!) It's just caffeine is still in my daily life. And, I love it.

Also, I might get to meet one of my lj friends next week. How cool is that?? I can't wait.

Today is weigh-in day for me. I really really hope I have at lost my first 5 lbs. by now!

Think thin thoughts for me. It will do a lot for my morale if I am under that one number.

I know it sounds obsessive, but this is the only thing that has really worked for me in the past.

We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee ( Read more... )

I'm depressed.
More exciting news later.