And so it continues

[diablo_2_fan]

As every day goes on i feel as if i am losing myself more and more as the days go by, i cant focus on anything, and i dont want to do anything, and with each passing day i wish more and more that the two times i did die that i would have stayed that way

Comments

[anonymous]

did you ever think that courtneys parents actually know what is best for her? after all they are her parents. maybe you dont see it and maybe she doesnt realize what they are trying to do for her but someday she will thank them and realize that they were trying to do what is best for her. they really do love her. and if she sees what they did to her and she "finally leaves their grasp" then she will realize how lucky she was to have parents that cared and loved her. some people dont ever get to experience that. but i understand why you feel that way. You are young and you want what you want when you want it. thats just the way teens are. just give it time. and good luck

[diablo_2_fan]

but let me know something...how exactly does tearing the person they love from them or deserting them better for them in anyway?? Could they ever think that maybe its a job and that all they know is that the reason they fight is because of some stupid promiose we kept and how things starting working again at the end? NO they only think about what they think is best for them...so they dont have some guy that loves there daughter trying to get her to realize her age and realize how much she needs to learn to fend for herself and make her own decisions...but no they think its best because they dont like me...its not becasue they love her, they wouldnt threaten to ruin her life if they loved her

[blondie_5120]

Hi there again! I'm so glad to hear that things might be looking up for you. I've kept you in my prayers lately as well.
My yahoo! ID is blondie_5120 so you can add me. I'm not on all that often but...I'd love to talk to you when I am.

Keep staying positive...don't give up hope.

I'll talk to you later.

JoLynne-

[diablo_2_fan]

i have given up hope for me and courtney...but as i have read, a faithful heart beats strength and no matter how faint the beat there is still hope...and i hate hope, but maybe this time it will be one of the few that doesnt hurt me...i thank you for being there even though you dont know me...you are truly a good person