Wow yea i know its been forever since i have updated this but i have had semi better things to do that and i doubt people that i dont talk to follow my life that closely...So yea i have been in a bad mood because of this certain girl that is stupid...well me and courtney are finally just friends although i wish i could find someone just as good if ( Read more... )

Conclave was so much fun, I loved it and i saw alot of girls and tried to enjoy my single life, and i thought i was until earlier ( Read more... )

the fourth was quite depressing and boring for me...i was all alone and no one but the people at work really talked to me or spent time with me...some couldnt even take time out of their 'busy' schedule to even text me or call me or read mine that i sent...but i guess that is what happens. I want things to be easy. but nothing in my life that means ( Read more... )

I got a wake up call from matt telling my i have alot of missed calls on my phone...i open it up and i have a voice mail...its dick telling me that he needs me to call asap, and that is has something to do with arby's...So i called back and he tells me to hold on and i hear him say 'yea a single is just one biscuit, while a double order is two' and ( Read more... )

Well things have fallen through...its seems like everything i thought was real and was good has gone...but that is what i get for letting the barrier around my heart drop...i love her but the cost for this love is too great for me to bear. I love her but i am giving up...if she loves me she will come back...i have tried to be there for about a ( Read more... )

As every day goes on i feel as if i am losing myself more and more as the days go by, i cant focus on anything, and i dont want to do anything, and with each passing day i wish more and more that the two times i did die that i would have stayed that way ( Read more... )

I know its been forever, and alot has changed ( Read more... )

Lately my life has been the best it has been since...well ever...lets see i had felt horrible over christmas but the best that came out of it was the fact that i got to see my grandma and grandpa McCord and i havent seen them for about 3 years, my cousin has gotten so much older since i last seen her...then i came back home to the greatest girl god ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||| 23% Religious |||||| 23% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% ( Read more... )

Well i love courtney and stuffing...My family is fighting and my aunt just took my cousins away and my grandparents are taking her to court...so its tahnksgiving and court is working...til 3 and i miss her like crazy...and i came to a realization last night no matter how long im with her ill never get their approval...Jared is wanting me to go to ( Read more... )