i know one day everything will make sense, that one day I will be comforatable in my own skin. One day when i can wake up in the morning and breathe the daylight and smell each breeze as it passes. I know it will take time but slowly all the piece of the puzzle of my life are bound to come together so that i may once again rest peacefully. A place ( Read more... )

in the past 48 hours i have felt a large scale of emotions. I am not sure if I should feel positively about my actions or if i should be smacking myself across the face.. i now feel quite anxious like im being pulled across a highway without completely trusting the person who's leading me. I really hope i dont get hit by any other "cars" anytime

i've been on edge lately. I feel like im trying to balance on a tight rope and everything keeps shifting back and forth from one side to the other ( Read more... )

right now i feel like im never going to amount to anything and i dont have the ability to become better because im so discouraged about everyone else always being better than me.

Liam just throughly peed on all of my blankets. So.. now im up.

Im very confused.. today I had to make a difficult decision which involved ignoring the true feelings in my heart and focusing on the most logical answer. Now I'm sitting here thinking about the consequences and worrying about a piece of my life that will never be the same. I have never been in a situation like this one before and I hope I will ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH >_< get out of my head get out of my head get out of my FUCKING head.

She came out west to find the sun ( Read more... )

school is nearing the end.. i have to touch up my portfolio and revise my research paper a hundred billion times then im pretty much done. I'm going to hawaii this summer to visit melissa which im uber excited about. I need to go tanning or sumthing first though otherwise i'll be a giant tomato ( Read more... )

okay so...get this ( Read more... )