i told him flat out. i'm emotional. you're my everything. 8 years and counting of the love i feel. he breaks my heart everyday. and i'm still fucking sitting here ( Read more... )

So the decision to move have become even more dyer in the days previous. I can't stand to think the boy I've been in love with since i was 13 would lie to me. To think! He almost got away with it. What an ass hole. I can't believe he would lie to me. I can't believe i was so naive. His brother. Morgan. Andrea. Jake. All thought it was a little ( Read more... )

no electricity at the house
damn, i want to kiss your mouth
your eyes are all i see

i miss you so.

i started ^_^

yay

and i haven't started yet
if i'm...
then idk
i'm fucked
good god.
i can't handle this...

RAWR!

dino attack.

beware.

i love being played for a fool
i should have noticed the signs
i just thought you'd always be honest with me
my heart hurts from this distance
i need to talk to you soon
to hear your voice...
i yearn for it...

good brian, i need you.

this lack of communication
mypace is gone
phone is out of service
where in same hell did you go?
you promised me we'd talk today
you promised me you'd text me all day...

i miss your voice already...

no matter how much i sleep, i can't seem to find a peaceful ground..
i need a release from this madness.
inner madness as it's worst
i hate it

but in the breakthru
it is totally worth it

Fuck this dumb shit
I'm over it
completely
you don't fucking toy with me
good god
i am better than this fucking bull shit
don't fucking play me
i have plenty of options
and you
you
fed me the bullshit of loving me
i don't believe you at all
not anymore
not ever again

you stupid army prick