After reading that blog entry I eventually decided to email her. I think im just going to post the email and reply ( Read more... )

Busy weekend, with all the partying on saturday I spent most of sunday recovering ( Read more... )

Busy week, and a busy weekend coming up. Lots of stuff to do in Southern AZ this time of year. WIth all this stuff im still struggling with putting my ex out of my mind. Its become an dull aching pain with occasional sharp sadness thrown in ( Read more... )

Feeling a little better after spending a weekend out of town ( Read more... )

Still feeling lonely when I get home. Keeping busy otherwise. Hashing tonight, date tomorrow night (although she has already blown me off twice so this is last chance ( Read more... )

Not again ( Read more... )

feeling a little better this morning, 3mi run last night and getting an extra 10 miles of riding before work this morning. Im still feeling lonely and wanting a significant other but I really shouldnt be setteling on a girl just because she is availible.

Today has been emotionally draining. I find myself lonely and thinking if I can even manage a long term relationship. Just broke off things with the girl ive been seeing for the last couple of weeks. Im still not over my ex and im contemplating counseling. I hate this.

On friday afternoon I got word that a girl I went on a couple of dates with had been found dead in her apartment. She was 30 yo and did not seem to have any physical conditions. No cause of death has been released. Ive tried not to think about it all weekend but its been there on the back of my mind. It really makes me want to have people around me ( Read more... )

Had a weird dream about my ex again. Not as bad this time.

My current CEO mentioned that our Denver branch is looking for my position. She said Id really like Colorado. So I submitted my application. Not putting my hopes into it.