I was doing so well. So, so well. Then the day the weather abruptly drops 35 degrees, I catch a cold. Damn my immune system! So apart from the spinning headache and the aching, eight hour shifts are tolerable under the circumstances. Especially when I get free fried rice and complementary chap stick. 
I'm going to sleep tomorrow, for hours and and ( Read more... )

Let music ring! After a long month without my ipod it has finally come back to me. Quite scratch free and restored to factory condition, I might add. Hallelujah. Now I can turn my attention to more pressing issues; such as my college search. I have no goddamn idea what I'm going to do with my life. Honestly, If I end up living in a crowded basement ( Read more... )

I'm living in a world of deja vu & it hits every 15 minutes.
Excuse me while I go dig into my past life.
 

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Love of mine, some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark.
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white,
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs.
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I ( Read more... )

tonight was the best i've had in a long time.

It's like... i just don't care anymore. I'm too tired, not to mention moody. Sleep at this point seems impossible, although it would be so nice and comforting. I wish i could rest my mind, but i can't stop thinking about everything that doesn't even have any relevance to me anymore. I feel like i'm on  fucking rollercoaster. I can't concentrate in ( Read more... )

I hate having a sore throat.

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i feel cold and unimaginative. Now for reasons beyond my comprehension, i want somebody to explain the concepts of life, love and political science to me at four thirty in the morning. Every morning. For the rest of our existence.