Embraced by the coolness of the night.
The sweat trickling down every inch of my body.

It is a way of coping.

I wish it was that easy.

Even if 10 years grace period is given.
Or an eternity, for that matter.
You would never ever be ready.

Faith is important.
God has given a sign.
Reassuring, yes.

Your mistakes are catching up with you.
The worst punishment is the constant reminder in your head.
It seems to have a life of its own.
Reminds you day in and day out of your luck.

When you are scared, wishful thinking steers you close to the exit sign.
But when you are scared, supposed to be scared.
The other one acts brave, pretends to be brave.
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Make it bearable.
That is all that I (dare to) ask.

Just be realistic.
Insyaallah everything will fall into place.

Keep the faith.
Keep going.

6 weeks somehow it became.
At the very last minute.
Gosh.

On a positive note.
At least I would be spending 2 weeks with my favourite kaki.
So that is not too bad.

Let's just get it over and done with.

2 down, 3 more to go!

Then say hello to vocational leave.
Huh? What vocational leave?
What vocational leave are you talking about!?!
@!#&%*$

HAHA.

I bet there are hearts all over the world tonight.

For those who know what I am going through.
If I am ready to talk, I will.

You know its not in my character to divulge.
But when I am in need of SOS, I know the number(s) to dial.

I appreciate the understanding.
And especially the care and concern.

May God bless your soul little Nana.
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We stand 4 chances.
It is definitely better than having 2 chances.

But let's not put too much hope on it.
Let's just wait for the results and decide on the next proper step.
I am itching to go to the site and take pics! Hah!

Love is in the air this February.
(And the exams too. Boo.)

Then March comes marching in.
Wild wild wet? Hee.

Then April. 
Oh, April ( Read more... )

The promise of happiness.

This space is so redundant.

( Why? )