Oh look, I'm still alive.

I won't apologize for anything. I don't have to. I did all that I could, and I cannot deny that I enjoyed it. I have no regrets in what we had. It was a sweet irony for as long as it lasted. If I can no longer give you some kind of comfort, then I will take the hint. Go on with your life, go on living. Don't look at back at me, because I will not ( Read more... )

I arrived in Germany late, with two bags packed and my 3 dogs. I don't know how long I slept, but I haven't really left my room here. I can't think straight anymore. I don't know what to do. I just wish ( Read more... )

So, yesterday wasn't a very good day. The girls and I had a meeting with Bad Boy reps and P Diddy. The obvious concern was the delayed release of the new album. Holly got right to the point and asked them why the hell it keeps getting pushed back. They gave us some pad aboout re-mixing some songs, which is bullshit. I swear I could have flown ( Read more... )

If our fucking CD doesn't stop being pushed back, I will scream. Now it's going to be released in 2004. I swear, I hate our management. Yet, I am not letting this drawback ruin my time in Africa. It's been day after day of fun and laughter. How much better could it get? The sun, safari's, best friends, boyfriend, alcohol...mmm. I'm really trying to ( Read more... )

Where is my boyfriend. I'm horny come online >:O!

I am the happiest I have ever been...in my life.

Thank you .

Wow. Someone pissed in my gene pool. Now why am I not as confident as usual?

>:O

I found a roomate and a kick ass apartment in North Hollywood. Last night Tal and I talked and agreed to be roomies. I can't wait to have a change. Thinking back, I used to be so afraid of change. I liked things to be simple and consistant. Now, I love being 18 and on the verge of being the independent I want to be. I am still a mother to my twins ( Read more... )

Well, my 18th birthday has come and gone. The record company threw me a little bash, which was nice. We are having a dry spell of shows at the moment, so the girls and I are going interviews, photoshoots and such. I really miss a lot of my friends. I didn't get to see anyone on my birthday. I had my phone off but when I checked my messages I had ( Read more... )