Sorry I haven't entered in my journal in a while. Still going back and fourth to the States. My honey has moved in with me and we spend every day together. Went to Chicago and planning to go to New York the third of December. My son gets out of jail today. He won't be coming home though. He is going to a group home again. He can't mess up for 20 ( Read more... )

Last weekend went to the bar in the states. They refused to serve E cause they thought he was too drunk. I think that maybe we were just too happy for them. They served another guy that was with us even though he was higher than us. Oh well, we all went back to his place and we all partied there. I got so high ( Read more... )

I called the police station to file a missing persons report on my oldest daughter who I have not heard from in about a year. I have good news, the police said they have had contact with her in August. So, she isn't missing. They wouldn't give me any other information about her whereabouts. I guess she has chosen not to have any contact with her ( Read more... )

Well E is still very sick he got up this morning for awhile, then he has been sleeping for about 3 and a half hours. I think we are staying here tonight instead of going to the States. It is much more quiet here. I miss him even though he is upstairs in my bed ( Read more... )

My son is the first kid to be kicked out of boot camp!!! He is in jail now. Guess he had to be restrained at the camp, and then he left the place and he threatened the staff ( Read more... )

My son got into a live in the program up north. It is suppose to be the best in the province with a high success rate. It is like a boot camp,with a medical program and school. It is the last thing I can do to help him. I heard he is doing well there so far. If this doesn't help him I am sure that he will end up back in jail ( Read more... )

I can't believe how horny I am all the time. E and I have sex everytime we are together which is 4-5 times a week. And it lasts up to eight hours, (with alot of foreplay.) And I am still hot.He always takes care of my needs though. He told me he never had this much sex even when he was younger. I thought I didn't care about not having it.But now, ( Read more... )

Last Wednesday E was suppose to come over. He was suppose to take my daughter, brother and myself out to dinner. He got some big money ( Read more... )

My son has to stay at least in lock-up for this week. We are trying to get him in a facility up north that has a high success rate in helping kids. If he goes there he will stay there for 6-12 months. It is like a boot camp. I hope he can get in there. I cannot help him at home. I have been trying to help him since he was little. Any professionals ( Read more... )

A lot of things going on since I last updated. My son has been getting into so much trouble. As most of you know I had grounded my son for having a girl in the shower, although grounding him has not worked. He leaves anyway. about a week and a half ago he was suppose to be grounded. I wasn't home, he left the house out of his bedroom window. He had ( Read more... )