my xanga is gone....
Dan told me i should delete it. so i did.

I stare into space with no thoughts
And a rather empty capacity of feelings as well
I smell the faint existence of old rain
And I wrap myself with a blanket
Made of my chilly underestimations
My wishes are overwhelming
And farther than my grasp
So I close my eyes and dream them all away.

This is to someone whom I will keep anonymous, but this person knows who they are ( Read more... )

Through all of the struggle ( Read more... )

If I could turn back ( Read more... )

I couldn't do it without you ( Read more... )

Eyes closed ( Read more... )

I smoked last night.... why? I am soo freakin' stressed i can't do it anymore. i just cannot do it. I have never smoked before in my life either... *sigh*

SILENCE!

everyone just please shut up for a moment while I clear my head

I want to disappear into nothingness and just plain freakin' die. Can I do that? No, I am not strong enough to accomplish that ( Read more... )