why does life pull this shit on me?

[dibstakoo]

sometimes i find myself missing it so much....i just start to cry. i can't help but weep over the past....having something i loved so much.....and then giving it up. it's like the memories grab a-hold of me and latch on so tight, that the only way to relieve myself of this pain is to cry.

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I wish I could hug you :)

[anonymous]

I am sorry that you are feeling this way :(
I have once again left my family behind in California. I have not seen them in a week and won't for another one. I live in oregon,traveling to utah once a month for school and Ron & Kailey live in calif. I cry all the time! I hate it have have thought of quiting everyday since it began. I guess it's kind of cleansing, and I wish i could say that it gets easier but giving up something you love with your soul always and ALL WAYS hurts.......
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING!
peace, love & me
P.S. I'm crying now....

a hug from you? in a heartbeat...

[dibstakoo]

shelly, im so sorry....i had no idea that you were living in oregon now!!!! this is all news to me...sounds like life flipped a bitch on you too. but you'll be back with your family soon, right?