My dreams have been so confusing lately, and I seem to keep waking up right in the middle of extremely jarring events. It leaves the whole rest of my day kind of in a haze; I keep feeling what I felt in the dream, but without the attached images I don't really understand it.
My patience for the stupidly-insulting behavior of others is vastly reduced.
I'm managing to hold on, though.
For now.
It's not like exploding at anyone would have any effect, anyhow. They would just blame me and continue to avoid taking any responsibility for their actions.
I was so angry last night and I didn't know what to do with it, so I just sort of smothered it down. Now today...I just hurt all over. I feel like someone beat me up with a baseball bat; all my muscles are sore and I'm so tired.
I like to dry my clothes on the line. I like to be outside. I am often awake well into night. These factors mean that I tend to spend a lot of time either putting up clothes or taking them down from the line at night
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