Bored but ok. I have music now, so work is a lot easier. Krisitin, come over tonight. I want to smoke with you and chill ( Read more... )

[1] NAME: Richard Pomerinke ( Read more... )

Working now for Three Lakes Pet Resort. Made 100 dollars today. Need to pay Kristin back, buy smokes, buy smoke, get some alcohol. I really like it here. Hella laid back. I'm living with Linnea because she's going through Kemo and i'm going to be helping out around the house, helping at the Kennel, taking care of whatever needs to be done. I ( Read more... )

i should feel ashamed of myself, but i can't. i feel proud. i'm disgusting.

i got rejected from th navy because i made a mistake 3 years ago and it came back and bit me in the ass. it always does. you can't bury it, you can out run it, it follows you forever. how the hell am i supposed to move past it if nobody will let me? so i'm back at point A not knowing what the hell i'm supposed to be doing with my life. i asked ( Read more... )

i took my physical for the navy today. i'm in ship shape (excuse the pun). i have 20/20 vision in both eyes and awesome hearing. i had to bend ove and spread 'em for the doc, it was not as awkward as i thought it would be. he told me he could tell i have a lot of sex by looking at my johnson (which is also in excellent condition). i gave blood ( Read more... )

why wouldn't you want more friends? you can never use too many. burning bridges will destroy you in the end. gabe is a queer.

so i'm super stoked, but scared that i've had the wool pulled over my eyes and i'm going to get fucked over hard on my contract and all the promises. i know everyone has heard the horror stories, but i really want to trust our government right now and that they will do their best to help me. I just need to keep a posotive attitude no matter what ( Read more... )

i wish i was ready for you. i don't like hurting you like this, making you want me. i'm leaving. you know this. what if i'm never ready for you? what if i'm never ready for anyone? what if i let you in and you don't like what you see? what if i let you in and i fail you? what if it doesn't work again and i break your heart again? i refuse ( Read more... )

home life blows...mushrooms would help me escape for awhile. anyone know where to score some?? just a quarter or half. trip for the day, sleep for the next. josh wants me to get some this spring when he comes up. should start now so i can have them when he gets here ( Read more... )