some things seem so empty and shallow. =\ or maybe i'm just a hater. hahaha ( Read more... )

i'm proud to say that i love christina aguilera. hahaha. no one can outsing her. NO ONE. hahaha, not even mariah carey. lol ( Read more... )

wow, i've seriously been doing NOTHING this past week or so. well, maybe for the past 5 months. o_O job hunting sucks. i'll just become a bank teller.
finally decided to go out on saturday. it was super-lj-meet-up day. hahaha. so, there was me, there was lilboiblue, and 0bsidianeyes, my cousin (who's also an lj-er was there), and tim. tim doesn't have an lj. ... to my ( Read more... )

currently hooked on deviantARTi had run into this site many times checking out anime and other artwork. i was always scared of it though, solely because of the name. hahaha. well, finally, after hearing some really great things about the site i decided to explore it a little further and then i joined ( Read more... )

I've recently become obsessed with the idea that I am an untapped genius. that somewhere deep inside my brain is this mensa worthy mind. in an attempt to wake my sleeping genius I've been taking online iq tests. my scores have been far from perfect. well, not too far. I'm still on the right side of the standard deviation but I am not the genius I ( Read more... )

blah. dieting sucks. hahaha ( Read more... )

i havn't been happy with my body lately... well, for a while now. i'm 5'5" or 5'5.5"... i graduated highschool weighing around 110 (i was REALLY thin). and... after 5-ish years in college i currently flucctuate between 160 and 170. x_X 170 being the most i've ever weighed. yeah, crazy ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about doing a tutorial for a while now. they're fun, and, when i was younger i made a promise to myself to not be selfish when it came to my knowledge. i used to be so stingy when it came to sharing information. i don't know why. probably something about stealing my ideas or not getting credit. but, in the end, i believe that ( Read more... )

took a trip to dekalb today. had lunch with joe and lora. if you didn't know already, joe is a ho. it rhymes for a reason. ^_^. after lunch had a photoshoot with joe, shane, mark, hip, and sort of clint. i was aiming for... "interesting" translucent pictures. it was a lot harder than i thought, but, i think i ended up with photos that are unlike my ( Read more... )

i've decided that i have very little design skills. i'm trying to put together a website-portfolio deal for my pictures, but, i just can't do it! layouts and design are not in my umm... realm of creativity. they're just not. so, yeah, if anyone out there wants to help me umm, fix up my myspace layout or help me to put together a website let me know ( Read more... )