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so i decided i'm not afraid anymore of this thing i've been really stupid about for the last week or two. and i'm pretty excited for the road ahead..... why deny shit? life's too short. i'm just gonna go try to be happy and not worry about who says what about it. people will talk and share opinions till i'm dead or they're dead so i might as well ( Read more... )

i'm tired.

it fucking figures that as soon as i say outloud how things are going good, they all of the sudden blow up and shit hits the fan.... i've gotten myself into a pickle again. of course there's no one to blame but myself, but jesus..... i'm tired and feel more than confused at this point. I have to work at 7 am and i just need to shut up and go to bed ( Read more... )

I never use this site anymore but felt the need to babble so here i am. it's march, it's been a fantastic new year. i moved in with "spam" aka joe leary in this big beautiful house with a yard and screened in porch, where i will make my nest once spring happens. Dan and I broke up, which was the catalyst for this move... I started singing in Alcoa ( Read more... )

As gloomy as today was, it was a lovely day. Woke up and went to breakfast at Rogans, realized how much respect i have for certain people who, no matter how sick, tired, stressed, or busy they are can always find time to help someone if they need it. It's pretty amazing when you have those types of people in your life, and along with being awesome ( Read more... )

i had a lovely day yesterday. i colored eggs with my little cousins and grandmother (who's recovered quite a bit since my last rant) which is strange sort of cause it's been a while since i've been part of that family. then we enjoyed the weather for a while, saw emily get inked for a while and listen to non-stop card talk between dan and jason. ( Read more... )

I honestly think I'm going through a real nervous breakdown ( Read more... )

me and em went antique shopping today, it was a great day. we went to calef's to get pickles and candy and emily found this great 60's throw blanket to match the other two she's already mananged to find. i found a bunch of great shit but had to keep my wallet closed cause i'll need serious money this week. but it was good to hit all the antique ( Read more... )

I'm writing this journal entry in regards to a friend who seems to be struggling with the same overwhelming travel itch that I've fallen victim to, so many times. It probably doens't pertain to anyone else at this moment, but it's something to at least consider ( Read more... )