This last week has sucked huge balls. Lets see thursday i got a speeding ticket already talked about that but still. then friday nothing bad happened that i can remember off hand or saturday but yesterday took care of that. It all started when i went to get some ice cream and my once favorite place to eat in town is now closed it is too bad. Then i ( Read more... )

Well lets see almost 5 months now i guess. Spring break is where i will start as it really leads upto everything else. Things with Rachel were alright not the greatest I wanted to talk to her but she really didnt want to talk to me every day and had said somethign to the amount that she didnt care if we didnt talk the entire week of break. That was ( Read more... )

wow I havent updated in forever I am sorry. Well winter break was nice I went to DC first and spent teh weekend with Rachel which was nice. Then I came home and really just relaxed which was great. On mondays I went up and watced hitmen hockey the team DJs family is on. By the end of break i was convinced i wanted to play hockey. So I am. I got my ( Read more... )

so its been a long time since i last updated this. just about a month. I will try and hit all the high points as well as some of the low points because you have to have a balence of teh two in order to get through in life. Too much one way or another and something bad will happen to you. Well I went to DC to see Rachel on the 17th. It was fun we ( Read more... )

soo super excited. First off had a great weekend. Sunday I talked with rachel forever it seamed btu we had a great time and i felt sooo happy afterwards. I think she did to but i dont know. I also went to the UVM BC hockey game which was alright had alot of fun even though UVM lost 2-1. Other then that i worked. Today I took my anatomy lab ( Read more... )

The joy of finishing a book is one of the greatest feelings in the world, well maybe not but it is stilla good one. You feel as though you have accoplished it, Now the joy is picking which book to read next. At the same time especially if you enjoyed the book there is a certain low that goes along with it. something like ohhh yea i finshed that ( Read more... )

happy halloween everyone. So when was the last time i updated this thingy let me check ahhh yes. At the point of my last really 3 posts i had been quite down. Its been a rough month as far as missing Rachel goes and hopefully with the new months brings new times, we will see and only time will tell. Anywyas I just felt like i was being replaced as ( Read more... )

the pain of not being with you not hearing your voice not talking to you, is worse now then I ever imagined possible. It feel as though there is a whole in me teh size of texas. I long to be with you I long to settle down with you . I lonng to have a family and grow old with you. I dreed the days I dont see you even more I dreed teh days I talk to ( Read more... )

why does this allways happen to me. I hate that somethings no matter how much you work on them they still dont work out for you. I wish life could be simple and things went my way sometimes. gahhhhh. i hate the fact that schedules conflict and things you want cant happen because of it. I hate not having money. I mean is it too much to ask for a ( Read more... )

so Rachel came up friday afternoon. and left this afternoon. I absolutly love her. Friday we went out to dinner at sweetwaters. The food was good and the company was better. We came back up here and hung out with some friends and then started watching a movie and i passed right out. saturday we chilled out up here not really doing anything at all. ( Read more... )