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That being said it makes me very sad. Makes my heart ache. Makes me want to hide. I cannot understand how you would feel justified in your feelings to last nights situation and still throw me an attitude this morning. I was quite literally in the middle of a sentence when you said, "get to the point, I know I don't like small talk and all this ( Read more... )

As I sit here in my bed alone because I suppose that's what I deserve for wanting to talk and be heard I wonder why can't people just understand me. I am honest, I talk a lot, I talk a lot about nothing often but I do tend to talk about other things, I'm not always the best at expressing my feeling in an I feel kind of way but I try, I don't always ( Read more... )

 be thinking about you..........................so why am I?

So we are moving May 31. I can't be more ready to move. I am hoping once again that this new place is better than the last. I am so tired of the herd of cows that stomp around upstairs. Loud music, punk ass kids breaking into our cars, people getting shot, breaking the pool, letting your dogs shit in our grass, the stupid parking lot and the stupid ( Read more... )

I'm all for being there for friends when they need me but as of lately they haven't seemed to be there to much. I know lately I've been a drag but not being able to have my child in my home for the past 1 1/2 yrs and not having the money to get it fixed has worn me thin, having to live with my mom while I take care of him doesn't help. I listen all ( Read more... )

I need to post some more on here it's been a long while. I just looked at my old post and pictures. The pictures brought smiles and the post make me laugh because I was one whiny little bitch. I still cry but not so often. Can we say drama queen? Things have been going quite well as of lately and I will try to keep on a good track and smile my way ( Read more... )

Vertigo kicked my ass something awful today and I am exhausted. I have lost count of how many times I've almost dozed off at the computer. I get tomorrow off! Can we say, "sleeping in!"

I wonder why I even try to socialize anymore!?!?!?!?

I have no friends here! this sucks