Can I be a bigger dick?

[diditakethat]

Blah blah blah blah blah!!! Is all I do. I need to learn how to shut my big mouth and listen and learn and understand things around me. I am a terrible mess of emotional baggage and I am taking it out on the last two people I should ever think of hurting in my entire life. I have no concept of how to approach people in a sitution to where I am not

Comments

what happen?

[shalimarrose]

I don't know you to be a Jerk. What do you have to change about yourself?

Re: what happen?

[diditakethat]

I inablitly to throw away emotional baggage and taking it out on others. Distrusting people I should trust. Lying to myself to try to make sutitations better. When they aren't bad, I've just been so use to doing it in so many other relationships that I am still doing it to Daniel. Doing things he asked me not to do because he doesn't like it. I am self sabatoging myself.... The quiet little secrets that you don't let the world know about yourself.