Been awhile. It sucks. Im not a squad leader. i quit cause thats what i am. a quitter. Oh well. Ill survive. Jarheads a good book, the movie should be awesome. Alot of the shit he says reflects how im feeling right now. I may not be over there yet but i still feel alot of it... hits home, training to fight a war we think we understand, but no ( Read more... )

"War is unavoidable but this does not elimanate the wastes of war. Sorry, this is what we say to the mothers whose sons, and the wifes whose husbands die horrible deaths in combat. This will continue. This is all we can say. Sorry"

new tattoos. 2 so far. probally one more tomorrow. i found this guy thats been hooking me up price wise... i got two moderatly big new ones and havnt broke 300 yet... I got 5 stars on the outside of my forarm goin from my watch line to my elbom, (black and red ones) and i got the cover of in love and death on my left side of my rib cage... ( Read more... )

That was the first weekend where i ever got to spend real time with her.... i felt happy for a change. i dont giva fuck about the hypocracy. i felt happy. i still feel happy. its hard to explain ( Read more... )

Okay so the new(ist) green day video ( Read more... )

What's this doing to me? Humbeling experance? i don't know, its starting to drive me insane. I miss you. Man... i'm smoking again... i need to stop. im sorry. i love you guys.
good night.
oorah
kev

So i have begun my quest of telling everyone eveything im afraid to tell.... ask me a question about anything and ill tell you, no bullshit ( Read more... )

Well there's been an accident (calm down ( Read more... )

To look into a soldier's eyes, the window to their soul ( Read more... )

Yea, so i feel better. I have a 99.9999% chance of having my 96 hours off next weekend! hooray, going to virgina, hanging out with kayleigh and some people, getting a new tattoo(s), seeing emeory, photo stuff if i can, suprising my sister, and relaxing.... wow. HOORAY, and i get picked up into my schooling monday which means im 2 weeks ahead of ( Read more... )