feels good im finally over my ex bf anthony roscoe:) too young, too immature, no feelings. besides he dates a fat chick!

let the summer roll innnnnnnnnnn.

I forgot to mention how I don't know what this summer is going to lead to. A lot of shit is going to change for me. I'm so sick of the Milford bullshit. Now I tend just to let it all happen, I'll just watch and fucking act like it doesn't faze me. On the inside it really does, but I can't let people's bullshit effect me anymore. And if I find out ( Read more... )

I hate the feeling of guilt. Especially when I shouldn't feel it. It's been a 1/2 year, and still I feel wrong if I lay my eyes on another person. It just doesn't feel right to me. On the flip side, I know your out there kissing other girls, flirting with them, and even stooping as low as to flirt with girls on myspace. Why do I waste my time? ( Read more... )

I've been beginning to realize how much I loved you. I've been sad since that Thanksgiving. I can't put it into my mind that there's nothing I could do about it, and I nor you never did anything wrong. I just which I could turn back time, and disappear that night. Maybe you wouldn't be so stubborn. I just worry I won't feel this way again. And I ( Read more... )

I was drunk lastnite. And reading this made me ball my eyes out. Why can't I not waste my time anymore and move on? I'm hurting myself. But I can't help my feelings ( Read more... )

made me stronger.

if any of my friends are going to lie.

i dont trust anyone anymore.

so thanks azn.

I wish i could just be with him...:(

how immature bitches are.

true that to staceys last entry ( Read more... )

I finally have grown to know what the term 'lost-cause' stands for. And thats you, and you. Somehow, I'm not a quitter, I've grown up learning is for pussies. Maybe I won't quit, but I'll just learn how to wisen up, and 'walk-away'. I don't know if you're getting what I'm trying to say, but what I'm doing is towards something I already know for a ( Read more... )