I get up every morning to find myself hustling to the local mall for work, but somehow always end up being there 15 minutes later then I should be. This is my life, or at least this is how it ended up. I find myself searching for a push to persue pipe dreams and conquer all obstacles I've had to go through, but I keep reminicing on the past. It ( Read more... )

I finally did it. I finally walked away from something, and I'm sure in time that it'll feel darn good. I'm not going to be used anymore by someone who used to 'love me'. The only reason I do it I think is because I still care, but they don't and I need to get that through my head as hard as it is not to see them. It's been a freaking year Ashley, ( Read more... )

..write a nice entry about something I really care about, but I think the fact that I should be getting my period soon HAS kicked in. I don't want to give a fuck about it anymore. I can't say I don't give a fuck anymore, but I really shouldn't. The whole fucking things hopeless to even be fucking friends anymore. Minus the fact your a big fucking ( Read more... )

Was that last entry a joke. It's late and I have a lot of new stuff to say. That'll wait til' tomorrow.

Oh yeah, happy birthday you.

a crush on a boy.

ok i forgot im not five.

but yeah i do.

and everything lately has been hunky-dory.

FOR ONCE.

So I guess I don't stand a chance. It sucks, but it doesn't hurt like a lot of shit thats been going on. Don't you hate when you have like a perfect time for a while, then all of the sudden, EVERYTHING goes wrong. That's whats happening to me. I haven't been though so much shit after perfection since November 23rd. I hate where I am, and frankly ( Read more... )

so i pulled a boo boo with my parents. i tried debiting money on a closed b-account. so i took no money. but since my house is a jail cell my mom went through my purse and found it and unplugged my car batt. im scared bc i hooked it back up. stealing cars is B-A-D!

Never knew that the first time that they kissed, would be the last she saw of him.

soo. the rumors from like 4 years ago came back to me lastnite. I was interrupted by a lovely voicemail. I could tell who it is but once the name comes to me ill let you know. I just wanted to explain how I think these kids are like 2 years older then me yet, they act 10 years younger. Demoralizing people for no reason when the've done nothing to ( Read more... )

The past week has been combined with the best feelings and the worst feelings in the world. I don't know what would be better to blab about first. I guess I'm just really relieved that my life is moving on, and I'm not upset all the time anymore. I finally learned that sometimes you just need to let go of things to make you a little bit more ( Read more... )