sooo me and chris and kelsey went around yesterday...and she got her nose pierced with brookes id and it was sweet. but my parents are mad about it..so yeah. anyways we got back from church and now me and kelsey are going to a cookout with some college people from church and susan..it wil lbe sweet. well anyways yeah

im just going to be mature about this and not stab someone else, but stab myself
oh man, and i actually had a good day today. actually nothing has changed but the people around me. i guess thats how fucking "depressed i am"
im going to makea new livejournal name
screw the past
screw the fucking past
i hate it

present is only

i hate guys. i hate guys. i hate guys that are asses. most guys=asses. most guys=liars. most guys=backstabbers.

i am getting married to trevor ham february 11 and ryan mills too we are adopting chris cheesman and austing hicks and ho the chinese kid. because they are the only people i like that are guys. and the rest of you can go to hell.

you know how they say its almost too good to be true ( Read more... )

well. i am grounded. its not cool. i wasnt even allowed to go to giant eagle with kelsey yesterday. wow how cool. at least i had youth group meeting..it was great fun. i wish i was in the high school because kaleigh is there and i wont get to be in school with her and shes the best person ever. me and my sister have gotten really close over the ( Read more... )

i cant stop posting because i cant stop fucking thinking so i guess ive just written three new posts in the last ten minutes. its not fair. its not fair. lifes not fair but why cant mine be. i called my mom like 40 times yesterday and she said i still had to leave at what time i did..so then i came home and they were all asleeping and i am ( Read more... )

i am just so cool here. i want to be back in galen fucking ohio with ryan trevor josh cheesman hicks and all those other people..every time i think about it i fucking cry. i mean the people that mean the most in the world to me..live two and a half hours away. i mean they actually show me they love me..i mean and its as a friend and as more than ( Read more... )

Hmm so yesterday was probably the best day of my life. We got in colombus around 11..it was so hott. Since it was at Trevors house it was awesome..it was BLEACH, john reuben (ha the only good rapper with a band) the elms..Staple (the best band ever), zilch, lesterfinn, fallingup, the ohioplastics..and i thihnk thats about it. it was so awesome ( Read more... )

fucked up. so fucked up. thats what it is. its not like people dont tell me things. its not like i dont know. its not like i realized he would regret what he said. most boys do. its not like i knew he wouldnt take itback. i guess thats why i acted like that. im stupid ( Read more... )

its not fair. i do everything wrong. he loved me, now i dont think he even likes me. at all. i wanted to talk to him..but i was afraid he wouldnt talk to me..or wouldnt care what i had to say. i have to say a lot. its my fault. for doing whatever i did wrong. its my fault he doesnt like me anymore. alyssia asked him..he said "i dont know" we ( Read more... )