I have not been on live journal in weeks, maybe months. I am home alone tonight, well I have Mister Budah but he refuses to sit in the living room with me and is on the other side of the house cuddled in the blankets. My love is down in Ventura with his mom who got back surgery today. I really like my tutoring job, its fun and easy and the kid is ( Read more... )

Since I have been on here. I should read up on it more often, too bad not everyone has a journal so I could see there thoughts. School started three weeks a go, I drive one of Jeremys car and pay the insurance and gas on it, thank goodness for financial aide, I have two jobs, one is coaching eigth graders volleyball and I just obtained a secretary ( Read more... )

so the recent medical pot bust in Baku was where my dad works at. The day I decide to come home for a couple hours is also the day the damn Feds arrest my dad for conspiracy to sell pot. However, he is merely an nderpaid security guard and he only guard to be arrested. I was finally ready to work on relationship with him and this happens. Its so ( Read more... )

school- finals in like.. three weeks. I have two 10 page essays due, one is due march 6, and then another one is due on march 15. The only class I am going to get an A in would be English. and i am debating on whether I should become a high school english teacher, what do you think? its so much less schooling then a psychologist needs, thats for ( Read more... )

mm lots and lots of homework but I will manage ( Read more... )

Unlike most of my friends lj's no drugs or drinking for me. all i am stcuk with is my school and familes. still trying to get a job, no idea why i can not obtain one. no drivers liscence or state i.d... maybe monday if the dmv is not closed, cause that would totally suck.. i was .5 points away from getting a c on my psychology exam. so now i am ( Read more... )

I never knew I could love someone as much as I love him. Love is a scary thing. I have loved before but it never felt like this. I always knew that he wouldn't be in my life forever but this time its different. I feel like he is my life and its horrible. Because if him and I ever split, my heart will split with it ( Read more... )

Its a new year, a new year I am looking forward too. The night started out with me taking a swim in the freezing pool and jumping back into the jacuzzi. haha. apple cider. no alcohol for an entire year, so now I want to make it two. Wish me luck. School started today with the most annoying english teacher who called mary j blige and little kim the ( Read more... )

Anyone need a place to live ( Read more... )

This year was wow. I started the new year getting drunk because i had a broken heart while partying with people way older then me who had no future. And I am ending it with a smile on my face and a heart so whole it feels as if it will never break. I lost friends and made so many new ones but none are close as the ones i had and I miss those I used ( Read more... )