Betrayal is not something I have felt much in my life, but for whatever reason it has surfaced once or twice this last year or so. Monitoring my response has been interesting for me because I never thought that I would have reacted the way that I have. Perhaps it's a tribute to a change. Then again maybe it points to a fear of conflict issue. I ( Read more... )

I didn't realize a red bull packed this much of a punch. You see, I drank the RB at 8:30 because I was forced to. Why was I forced to? Simple. In order to continue providing great service to a very demanding and very snooty party of 20 on my own I would need some help. I have been battling more than just the wintry traffic these last few days ( Read more... )

This damn sickness

What affect does one life have on those around him? I have come to understand a great deal about the weight my actions, good or bad, have on the lives of the ones that I love. Upon review, I have to say that beyond inspiration, it scares me to know that my actions have such enormous impact on the people in my life. I have been shown how to love ( Read more... )

I'm moving into a house finally! It's been a dream of mine since i moved back into my parents house and now it's finally arrived. Not to mention I'm moving in with my best friends. Mark my words when I say that this house will provide great memories. And pieces begin to fall into place...

Glass cannot stop me from being with my friends!

Do you feel them? The winds of change have come. They seem to offer a sweet solitude which I haven't experienced for a bit, perhaps I can ride these winds until they have taken me somewhere new.

Happiness is being experienced in new ways. Friends have been the support in my life which I have never needed.
Love.

Never before have I felt like this. Never before have I been so confident. Never before have I been so excited. For the first time in my life, I am on the road to becomming a man of character. I know that this road I'm on will take turns and dips, but without unexpected how can we appreciate and know if what we expect is right? My words ( Read more... )

Tonight officially marks the last day of summer. As my mind replays the events which this summer has held, I cannot escape without a deep sense of gratitude.

There I sat, listening to two of my fellow highschool aged female co-workers talking about getting drunk. They discussed the last time they had gotten drunk, and how much fun it was. These girls, 16 and 17, were cute girls but like almost everyone else they had boughten the "American ideal;" to enjoy me, to make sure I get what I want, to make ( Read more... )