Its time for this story to end. I have to change things on my own. Its going to take a while but ill be ok.

All in time...

Sam and Van got home last night at like 7 30 and we didnt say a word hes talked to everyone else in the house but me and thats fine. Im not really looking to talk.

So i didnt have to leave insted my dad left with Sam and i guess there going to be back tomarrow and im really scared. When he left on Friday I was Really set on not going so i didnt but now i think im in alot more trouble than if i went in the first place. All my dad said when he left was idk what im getting myself in to and i really didnt. I ( Read more... )

So today is the day that everything is going to come together. Im leaving. Thats all i can say about it because thats all i know.

Call if you want to talk
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I dont know how often im going to be able to update anymore. THeres to much shit to even begin to explain anymore. I dont want to even try,id just break down. Sorry if ive been a shitty friend this last week or so, things are getting really hard and i dont know when there going to end.

This is when the true
friends will be seperated.

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

Sam it was nice talking to you.

So Im at the Flacks and were all just here being hard asses. Its Friday night and Miranda and her mom are watching Saw. Im defidently just getting over the ring so i dont think i need to watch that. Well i guess were going to do somthing or whatevr idk.

if you read this in time call
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Whats stupid is that FCAT actually wasnt one of the gayest things ive had to do in the last week.

I just want to say thanks to all of my true friends i dont know what id do without you guys.

My flack twins we HAVE to hang out this weekend.Love you girls.

Your perfect by nature, but you cant find yourself lost in all your lies. When all this time ive been so hollow inside wanting me, wanting you, i cant let you hold me down anymore. Please dont tell me more lies about the things that never were and never will be.You must have no shame,dont you see?

You've Got Everybody Fooled.

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So once again my dad is gone. This time its Seattle i think. I dont even care. He left today at like 3 30 and i dont think hes gonna be back till Friday ( Read more... )