and i'm going to try to make this entry as much *not* like my previous posts as i can... i'll try and cut through the vague-ness... anyways ( Read more... )

alanis morrisette? how do you think she'd be in bed?

wallace and i are having a heated debate...

i am not sure what i am doing with my life and frankly... i feel very worthless... what the hell happened to me? i'm in a hole and can't get out...

there are reasons for every decision i've made... some were good and others were shit... they started when i went to ksu... was just following friends, then jo ended up there and well, that one didn't last long... i left because of her and scurried off to ku... i was so quick reacting that i enrolled at ku, living in topeka, and paying rent in ( Read more... )

...a killer headache and a genuine urge to quit best buy... i think i've found a better employer with better pay *and* benefits... and i think that job will give me the ability to go finally get a degree in what i wanted to do all along...

this song is killer... just one of those things ( Read more... )

i feel horrible... told you i was going to come down for a concert and now... nope, got canceled...

anyways, here's to canceled trips making me feel down... and being back with family making me feel good... it'll all balance out...

sorry again, i'll try and make it up sometime...

"too many people are acting, whether consciously or not, on how they are perceived by their beloved readers in their blogs. or how they'd like to be perceived. too many use their LJ's, and myspaces, and whatnots, and whatevers, to re-create reality, enforce their perspective, or even present righteousness in the form of lowly opinions from a ( Read more... )

so def poetry jam 06 is taking audition tapes... and i'm torn ( Read more... )

i could go back to school
i wasn't searching anymore
i had parts of 447 in D6
i was closer
a lot of things

this entry is stupid... bye