here i am once again wishing death upon myself.... i really dont know how much longer i can take it.... i just cant do this anymore.... i dont know how much longer ill be here...
what am i good for anyway?

i realized i love tom more than anything else in the entire world.... he is the sweetest person and can make me feel better ALWAYS..... even if it doesnt make me feel a lot better.... he still helps.... i fucking love him

i feel so worthles.... no one knows the real me.... its like im fake..... im a whole different person except when im alone..... no one knows who i am..... im invisible.... im not needed.... i see no point in life

ITS RAINING YAY ( Read more... )

i decided that next time it rains, im gonna go outside and take sooo many pictures! rain is so pretty i love it

i really wish it would storm :'( im in a stormy mood i want a thunderstorm right now!!!! i love thunderstorms they calm me down :)

today was good.... I AM NOT ALEXIS I AM NOW KATIE PRATT lol dont ask ( Read more... )

wow i have mood swings!! i all hyper

okay so.... i get WAYYYY too amused for my own good! hehe okay when i type, LETTERS come out like i am just like throwing them on...... omg i am a freak! also..... my earing MOVE!!! omg it is frickin awesome!! they move when i move my head!! IM A FREAK

okay so..... today we had the baseball game for a feild trip.... it was okay...... i kept blacking out.... i have been blacking out sooo much for like the past week or two.... i think i might know why..... i cant say why on here tho..... i dont know if i can trust EVERYONE to keep it a secret.... so yeah...... then after school my grandma took me ( Read more... )