I have moved and it is really still hard to believe. I miss all my friends and Matt especially. I miss them so much. When I stop laughing or stop what I'm doing I just think about what matt, joy, and amber are doing. I want to talk to them. I want to hold matts hand and just cuddle with him. I barley get to talk to him and it sucks so much. I ( Read more... )

hmm... havent wrote in here in so long. But I need a place to let out all my feelings ( Read more... )

Well the year is coming to an end, and it cant be coming any slower ( Read more... )

Your Taste in Music:

90's Alternative: High InfluenceCountry: High InfluenceR&B: High Influence90's Pop: Medium InfluenceAdult Alternative: Medium InfluenceAlternative Rock: Medium InfluenceClassic Rock: Medium InfluenceHip Hop: Medium Influence90's Hip Hop: Low Influence90's R&B: Low InfluenceDance: Low InfluenceHeavy Metal: Low Influence ( Read more... )

No matter how nice I am, or how good I be, I'm always treated the same. There are no rewards for being nice ( Read more... )

Anouther day at the beach! I went with laura, sam, mike, and matt. We had alot of fun I think. I put sand up matts pants, then he put sand on me, and I accedently slapped him, and he put me in the water. Then we all went to the shallow end, and I stood on matts shoulders and jumped off, then matt tried to jump off sams shoulders. And I saw ( Read more... )

Geez I can't believe we only have one more week of school. It snuck up on me. Me and mel arnt having a birthday party.. I'm really sad about that... theres always been a party, and I've always had dinner with my family, but this year I'm not even going to be here for my birthday. My birthday is going to suck. :'( I dont know how I feel about ( Read more... )

Well after school mel came over to help me clean. We got alot done surprisingly. I'm glad she came... I think that if she keeps coming she'll understand why I'm the way I am more. I'm exhausted... I didnt catch up on my sleep at all, and I started my period so I'm bitchy... But it should only be for today, and tomarrow at the least ( Read more... )

Well I had a fucking great time in Alabama, I feel stupid because I didnt want to go and I was like blah blah blah, but now I'm happy. I forgot how beautiful it is up there, and I look at Alabama as like my home, so it felt REALLY nice to go back. All my cousins have such cute accents, and I'm sorry to say I think that I have brought it back with ( Read more... )

Welp... today I'm goin to Alabama... I dont really want too because of school, but my dad said I have too. And I'm supposed to come back on sun. But my aunt is known to be a lil late, so I hope I can manage to sleep and go to school mon. I really dont want to miss many more days ( Read more... )