well i just got done with my last week of camp, and holy shit it was so much fun, our boss toke us out to do some cool things at night (i'll explain in a later entry) i am going to work there again next summer, not even god can stop me.

well summer is almost to a close. and for once in my life i'm unsure of what is going to happen. one of the most major parts of my life is over, i shall miss thee. i haven't been in town to make memories with my friends, some of which i have a feeling probly would be our last. so i will just have to be happy with the ones i have. now, don't get me ( Read more... )

fuck yall, i fucking went to camp just to get away from everything, but NO i stay up all night thinking about shit, like whts left in my life, and other bullshit stuff, god damn you, i just wanted to go away for the summer and forget everything that had gone bad in my life, but now i am starting to screw up other ppls lifes out here at camp, i need ( Read more... )

Fuck seeing ppl die in front of your eyes!
i am at camp so just call me

oh god, it all came out, i said it all, they now know how i feel about everything, and so thus our relationship crumbles a little more, but thank god for summer camp, it is my savior, i just can't stand being at home any more, without camp i would snap, but there is a down side to being at camp, and with not being in high school anymore, i don't ( Read more... )

well tonight didn't go as bad as i thought it would, well it went pretty well, i feel i little better now, but i still gots a ways to go

Its all gone, all of it, there isn't any left.i'm broken, i was shattered to a million pieces. my motivation, goals, desires, and my will to live, they are all gone, i don't know why i do anything any more, i no longer live life, i don't want to, i don't want to live or die, just not exist. if breathing wasn't programed into my subconscious, i ( Read more... )

i am sick of people not trusting in me. i am sick of false threats and promises. i am sick of school, i am sick of my life, what it is, was, and will be, i am sick of my parents, i am sick of the stress tht comes from the knowledge that soon i will not ever see some of my friends again, i am sick of how the stress is affecting me, i am sick of how ( Read more... )

man working out at camp this summer will be so great
there are more girls this year, and some of them are on fire, and i mean HOT!

its time i give up on life and drink my self to death, atleast i would die in a fake happieness, which is better than the truth, alone and sad

GOD DAMN IT my hand hurts! fuck tonight, i'll tell what happened tomorrow