Yeah my weekend sucked beyond compare. Friday ws ok i had patt and josh stay the night and we picked on patt all night long it was so much fun. Then Saturday came and i got to see sam who i really missed bunches, And then I took patt and josh home. Later that night i went to knicker bockers and i saw the person i really like but couldnt do anything ( Read more... )

Well it's Monday and I'm in first period. I'm teacher assistant and I have nothing to do. I want to go back home and go to bed. O well this is only a three day week so it should go by fast. I hope. Well there's not much new other than I still don't have the one thing I want more than anything. But hopefully that will change either this week or ( Read more... )

Well this weekend blew like no other. I was so happy when it all began i was going to get what i wanted but i didnt and my life sucks. Bekka keeps teling me its his loss not mine but i really dont know what to do anymore. I wish i could just disappear but i cant. I am truly damned to be here on this earth forever. I hate my life in more then one ( Read more... )

Well another long day. I cant believe its only wednesday. Well 2 more days till friday. Im suposed to hang out with Rebekka and Scott. It will be fun. Im not quite sure what im doing saturday yet but yeah i am getting sick of people asking me what im goinbg to do and if i will do them a favor. sorry sweet but no i have my own priorities this ( Read more... )

I refuse to whine but so help me you do not want to piss me off. I am already walking the line of life and death but yeah noone should care. I am unimportant. I just wish people would F****** die and then i would be happy. I am so tired of all of this. And I just love (I HATE THAT WORD) how "caring" people really are. So yeah everyone just F****** ( Read more... )

I dont think ive ever wanted to die more in my life then i do at this point. I know how i feel and i took a chance but i dont think i will ever get a straight answer. I have no clue what to do anymore. I want to go to my bed and never wake up. And to tell you the truth i think hat sounds pretty F****** tempting. I hate all of this i have been put ( Read more... )

Im so freakin happy but im also tired. I want to go home and go to bed. But i cant im stuck here at school until the end. Tonight will be fun. I am going to pick up josh and patt and we are headed to the mall. And after that we are headed off to knickerbockers. Tonight will be lots of fun I will finally be happy and everyone will be there tonight. ( Read more... )

Yes tody will be an ecxcellent day. So I hope. I dont hae my math done but i dont care im to happy to care. And we have a test in anaotomy which i will probally not do to good in but o well. And we also have a test in english which will be easy. And i ge to go out tonight which wil be fun. Well goota go the bell is going to ring. ttml Saturn

Yeah my day went great. It was a bit long but it was good. I had to run a sound board and a spotlight. It was exciting. Sam did an excellent job singing. It was perrtiful and it was really beautiful. Dont you just love it when two people like eachother and you have to be the one to hit them over the head and point out the obvious. I do. I like ( Read more... )

Me so freakin happy. DOnt ask y me cant tell yas. lol Alan stayed the night we stayed up till like 6 watchin cartoons and playng on the internet. Then Today we went to the mall to meet up with bekka andmonica. It was fun. We got alot of stares from people because of the way we were dressed but it was awsome. Well im like in a super good mod and im ( Read more... )