-i am following my dream and going to modeling school.
-i am not taking the little things for granted.
-i am going to prom in 9 days with the best guy ever.
-i am trying to be a better me.
-i am in the most perfect for me relationship with this kid i call my boyfriend.
-i am living.
-i am.

i'm lazy.
my clothes are ugly.
my hair is disgusting.
i need to eat better.
i'm fat.
i need to exercise.

i don't get people.

you are not cool.
you lie.
and quite frankly, you suck.

stop pretending.

venting:i know what you say behind my back ( Read more... )

when our clothes are melting away
in the passion of the night.
when your body ebbs away gracefully
taking with it the most precious thing i've ever owned.
will it be enough
to say that i loved you.

i dare say,
not.

so today we all set the table.
which is weird cuz normally one person does it all.
but we all came downstairs before it was set.
so we just all did it together cuz we were in a hurry.
and when everyone had sat down,

we reliezed that there was an empty chair...

so i was surfin myspace yesterday and on one of my friend's profile's i came across this song.

and i had forgotten how much i love it.

( superman... )

so basically this is how it's going to be ( Read more... )

there are somethings in life you can't love without hating.

and you are one of them.

it's so wierd ( Read more... )