So in about 5 days my last best friend in maryland is moving away. I think I was the first to say that I wanted to leave this place and that I'd never end up stuck here. Well shit on that ( Read more... )

i dont have shingles!!!

So...I think I have shingles.

Right now my room is messy and I plan to fix this over the weekend. The boy will not be here this weekend which will be interesting because it will in fact be our very first weekend apart since January 1, 2007. Actually, probably before that because we hung out a lot before we officialed things. And by officialize I mean I drank a lot of wine and ( Read more... )

LIFE has been very up and down lately. My pops is in the hospital and while its rather common for him to be in the hospital, this has been the first time I've gotten to see him while he's there. Usually he doesn't tell me he was in the hospital until after he gets out, but this time he told me while he was there. I went to see him monday and ( Read more... )

Alright, I've got to get it together. Maybe getting the internet and cable was a bad idea. It's just one more excuse to sit around and do nothing! i do enjoy it though ( Read more... )

i'm a dead beat. i'm a bum. i don't do anything worth talking about. i miss my friends. i dont have a car anymore. i'm in a rut.

when someone you care about and miss does something so unexpected it can seriously just make you take a step back and let some light shine in. It's bad how incredibly cheesy that is, but its true. James spent a good 2 hours traveling from Towson to DC today, via buses and trains, just to see me for a measly hour. All day I had been whiny and ( Read more... )

Honestly, 2007 has been very shitty so far. This week in particular. In fact, this week has probably been worse than any week in 2006! Tuesday I rear ended someone which really wasnt that bad but this cop shows up and is a dick and makes me get my car towed (tired popped, no spare.) Wednesday I drove to work and was towed. (Unbeknownst to me, my ( Read more... )

I'm incredibly sick. Everynight i have a debate with myself over whether or not i should go to the ER because my throat is causing me so much pain. I have no money until friday so im just trying to hold off until then. i dont know how easy that will be tho! its crazy because i was almost this sick about a week ago, then it seemed to be clearing ( Read more... )