Today I completed my first semester of college. woop woop!

So I just found out I got a full scholarship to participate in an internship on the Amalfi Coast of Italy next summer (May 15 - July 31). TOTALLY SIQQ. Not in a million years did I expect to get this opportunity. SO PUMPED. Anyway, thanks to everyone who supported my efforts to raise money for this trip by purchasing candy bars from me.

maaaybe I lied.

Hey maybe I'll start writing in this thing again. I have some things I need to vent about, and what's a better forum than the online journal I started 7 years about and only 2-3 people consistently keep up with ( Read more... )

I always feel like I understand things better than a lot of people. I think thats because I almost always try to look at all sides of a situation. One of the most frustrating things I think is to try to explain how you feel to someone. I can never find the right words. I get choked up very easily. I guess thats something I need to work on, but ( Read more... )

but I don't feel like doing anything about it. I haven't had a car since about Christmas Eve. Well, I still have a car its just broken. And its taken a very very long time to fix. But hopefully it will be ready this week. Not having a car is a good thing and a bad thing. I don't care to discuss why ( Read more... )

I have a boyfriend and his name is Kevin Thomas Doherty and he's pretty cool.

Usually in trying to make things better I'll inevitably make them worse. I miss being a kid. I miss feeling invincible. My dad is in and out of the hospital more and more. Two weeks ago he had an undetected blood clot in his leg that shot up to his lung causing his lung to partially collapse. He calls me while all of this is happening just to ( Read more... )

i'm a shitbag. a bag full of shit. the shittiest shit bag that was ever shat into.

jus' sayin.

sometimes i feel all mixed up and out of it. i think that im very heartless. but thats not really true. i'm very accepting of circumstances and consequences. at least i'd like to think i am. i usually gripe for a short while and then just do the best i can. theres just certain people that no matter what, i can't see myself without. no matter how ( Read more... )