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[dieselhead]

I hate feeling like I am worthless. I feel like I just want to cry. This house is getting to me horribly. I feel like I am 16 again living in this house. I cant take it anymore. I am so afraid to apply for a job because Im afraid I wont be able to go to the interview, or I will be able to go to the interview but the bitch I call mother will

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[vortexslider]

remember when i said "this is a moment in your life, not your life in a moment" helps me. well, i suggest you find a quote to live by to motivate you during these times.

if one place doesn't hire you, don't let it get to you. it took me several interviews before i was hired at this place i work at now. you'll find something, i know it.

[dieselhead]

its not the fact that nobody is hiring me. Im afraid because Im not sure the evil people will let me go to the interviews, or they will let me go, and then if I am offered the job they will make excuses as to why I cant take the job. I can keep applying to places thats not a problem, but its the fact on getting to the interviews or getting to the job is what my problem is, and I need a job before I can fix my car.

[cerialkiller]

All you can do is keep on trying. Things will have to get better eventually. Remember, their opinion doesn't really matter in anything any more. You just have to play by there rules until you can get away from that hell pit. When you do get out on your own, you should tell them exactly what you think, then never think of them again.

[nukkahpuhleaze]

Maybe tell the employers your situation and ask them if maybe it would be possible to do a phone interview. Then, if you get the job- tell your parents you got it and list all the reasons why you need to take it and how it will benefit you and Sami. Also, doesn't your mother WANT you out? *confused* Why does she not want you to take a job but then expects you to get your own place? You need a job to do that! Tell her the sooner you get a job, the sooner you get your car fixed, the sooner youre out of the house.

Have you ever looking into paralegal work? You dont need a degree or anything for that. You basically just research things and the give them all the information you have found. If you know someone in it, or know someone you could work for- you could do that from home from the internet & also public libraries.

Good luck girlie. I'm in the same boat you are.

My parents want me out, but refuse to let me more to San Antonio to look for a job w/TJ. How do I look for a job 150 miles away when I'm not even there? I dont get it.