ya know i swear to you if i were better looking maybe people would pay more attention to what i have to say.... but hell... i guess the great fucking maker needs a few disposables before he gets to the good ones. take for instance this entry... im really only writing to myself arent i? i know for a fact the one person who has hurt my feelings the ( Read more... )

queens of the stone age are the shit! lol well... the past couple of weeks have been interesting... i got to see my eric.. and yes i call him my eric because he is my friend therefore my possesion. lol just kidding .... it sucked because of course my allergies were all fucking up and i have a swollen ass eye and i looked like a demented ass chicken ( Read more... )

so i got a haircut... ive removed derrell from my life completly and i thikn im gunna be ok with being single... ive realized that i probably wont make anyone happy ...and thats ok... i only need to worry about myself. anywho... heres some new pics of my haircut


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i cant help but want to feel pretty... its been awhile since derrell left and im still not used to sleeping alone. dont get me wrong throwing his ass out was the best thing for the both of us.... but it still hurts that he used me and it still hurts that i know that some part of me will always hafta care about him no matter how much of a fuck up he ( Read more... )

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okee so if anyone does read this.. heres some pictures of what i look like now.....
and a few of my doggie snoball


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i no longer want to be heard

and it did.... then it decided to fuck with louisianna again....how charming. we only only got a some roof damage and some downed trees but heres there real kicker... we didnt start losing electricty until everything was gone... here in conroe they are taking our power away for an hour at a time at least twice a day to conserve because i guess no ( Read more... )

just figures that for my birthday i get a.... HURRICANE! lol ah well it wont be so bad... ill be just getting home from work with like 100 something dollars in my pocket and a bottle of jack me and my boy toy are gunna have a great time...