Stay or Go?

[dietcokefiend2]

My thoughts right now are to leave the day after tomorrow. I'm still really uncertain about this and I'm honestly 50/50 right now. I will give myself until the end of the day to decide for sure. The ball is in my court now and I have to make a choice for myself. I don't want to make any impulse and rash decisions

Comments

[gymnastaheart]

When will you ever be ready for recovery though? i mean, really, is there ever going to be a time when you are WANT to? I think you need to start pushing yourself even though you don't want it 100%. Of course, its not the ideal situation but you have to ask yourself it you are *ever* going to want it, ya know?

anyway, i wish you the best of luck with whatever decision you make.

[dietcokefiend2]

You'll be happy to read my next entry then! :)