i DID get tired of this name. so i have a new journal. if you want me to add you to the list comment. or just add me. whatever weezer style. 'tis pushyouaround yeah don't add me all at once....

i have an interview tomorrow at the local video store. props to me...im going to try to get into volunteering...accidently called this christian pro-life place that i thought was exactly the opposite. fuck. there is a homeless shelter that is hiring for the midnight shift that i might also try to get...badass. much better than the steakhouse that ( Read more... )

i don't know why but i am getting really tired of this fucking journal. i think i might make another ( Read more... )

martha stewart should become vegan. i would watch her more often.

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last night was a major realization to me. about alot of things. i don't think i have liberty to go into detail but its important that i document how i feel 'the morning after'. and i'm laughing. life goes on. we all get better in some way or another after we realize the mistakes we made.

back in freezing michigan. ha to the people in texas who THINK they are cold. maybe i wouldn't feel so bad if i didn't feel so alone here ( Read more... )

i should just throw myself out the window right about now. t-minus alot of hours and i think i should just hide.

with tired eyes: you taught it to speak?

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phantasy star going on in the background. i'm not involved though. i think i suck at video games in general. now if only i could for once beat nintendo mario bros. old school...the first one. yeah. i suck at it. i make it to maybe the fifth level and caput. i'm done for the night. i need to go crash. my semi-headache is turning into what feels ( Read more... )

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