I would truely appreciate any kind words

[dieyoung999]

i hate myself

tonight could very possibly be a deja vu of the worst experience of my life.

"goodness knows I saw it comming
or at least I'll claim I did
but in truth I'm lost for words...
WHAT HAVE I DONE!?
its too late for that
WHAT HAVE I BECOME!?
truth is nothing yet
A SIMPLE MISTAKE!!
starts the hardest time..."

oh god, how i do hate to

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[stopimdieing]

you shouldn't have

[stopimdieing]

but like i said, your better than that

[dieyoung999]

IM me, i dont get what you mean

[iamanalien346]

don't hate yourself. everyone makes mistakes. grow from them.

[dieyoung999]

it's not a mistake i made, its the lack of a better option. but i am still so very reluctantly freeing the guillotine's blade

[iamanalien346]

thats why i love you.
and i'm going to stop posting and reading this and render to aid...
fuck i hate goodbyes.

[alonebutloved]

NICK = AMAZING! You remember that now! Whenever you get down look at the picture/sign I made you!!! Because it's true. You really are.

♥

Ex Oh Ex Oh

[dieyoung999]

you helped me out a lot last night, thanks so much
you rock

[alonebutloved]

No problem. Anytime! You are the coolest!

[heidihoe85]

This is such an old lady thing to say, but you like my boobs, so I am comfortable being honest with you ;)...
YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO BE THIS NEGATIVE ABOUT LIFE.

Just wait. I know shit will get better for you.
No worrying ok? If you don't stop, then no boobies for you!

[dieyoung999]

ok! ok! i'll quit, just dont take your boobies away! jk ;)

but, seriously, i have a good life that i'm thankful for but something went terribly wrong last night

[tasteofyou]

everything is gonna be alright.. be strong believe..
haha yellowcard... don't you love them?

one day you will find her and one day she will find you.. and that will be that day..

[dieyoung999]

thanks la-la-larissa
'i slip another smile in your pocket. my heart is racing to you like a rocket'

i'd prefer to sing that tune. aaah it's such a good one