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when we met light was shed
thoughts free flow
you said you've got something deep inside of you

a wind chime voice sounds
sway your hips round rings true
it goes deep inside of you

these secret garden beams
changed my life so it seems

a fall breeze blows outside
i don't break stride thoughts are warm,
and they go deep inside of you

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I am half way hurt and half way hopeful. It seems as though nothing was ment to work out.

I'm tired of being me: always trying to use a better word to describe exactly how I feel, reading over my writing and walking away unsatisfied, holding it in and trying to adopt the mentality of acception, life is losing its worth for me.

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i hate myself

tonight could very possibly be a deja vu of the worst experience of my life.

"goodness knows I saw it comming
or at least I'll claim I did
but in truth I'm lost for words...
WHAT HAVE I DONE!?
its too late for that
WHAT HAVE I BECOME!?
truth is nothing yet
A SIMPLE MISTAKE!!
starts the hardest time..."

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she visits you in your sleep, that newspaper girl

last night was great, thanks to everyone who went out for us or for HIPV, Hellogoodbye, Punchline, or  A ThornFEVH!

to end on a good note:
monday, we could fall apart
tuesday, wednesday, break my heart
oh thursday doesnt even start
it's friday, I'm in love!

dance all night

I'm feeling good tonight.
I hope to see some friends at the show.

(IM me for details?)

if you have someone special, sing this to them:
"when memories fade, we've got eachother!
when time and confusion colide!
Singing I'm holdin on when I hold you"
    ...ah, to be in love

so, what a great way to pass the time!

i could explain my mood, or i could exaggerate what happens at night, or i could even recite some lyrics from my favorite song
              but toinght feels different.

cold air is a masterpeice
and your actions write the melodies

have you ever felt life in suspension?

you can't talk your way out of this

how does it feel to be on the receiving end of this one?
YOU, MY DEAR, ARE THE ONE I FEAR TONIGHT!

As often as it robs me, I'll play your game by your rules and have to find a way to come out sort of right.
I'll fucking do it. you've only ment more to me when you were dishonest...

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what a fun night