Look at me. Blogging again. Bringing it back ( Read more... )

I thought maybe blogging would help the time pass a little faster with Ken being gone ( Read more... )

So I finally quit my job at Wesley Long, thank God. Landed a job at The Oaks of Alamance working second, as opposed to my despised third shift, and working 5 minutes away insted of 45. The work load is twice as heavy, but the company is better. My boss's don't know their assholes from a hole in the ground, but you can't have everything, now can ( Read more... )

So, where to start. Let's start with my job that I hate so much. I plan on quitting Wesley Long Hospital fairly soon granted I land this job at The Oaks. I think I will. The interview yesterday went fairly well. Wesley Long just has too much bullshit drama. I guess that's the price you pay when working with all women, but when you work with ( Read more... )

Things happen so fast sometimes, you hardly realize they happened at all. BAM, I'm single, BAM, I just took my microbio exam drunk, BAM end of the semester, BAM, fuck, it's christmas? BAM, jesus, do I STILL hate men ( Read more... )

I know how a lot of people say they go to school and work full-time. How do they do that? I'm doing it now, but only for 2 more weeks. Fuck this, i'm going insane. Third shift is bullshit too. Absolute and total bullshit. Actually, my entire job is bullshit. ACTUALLY 98.7% of the medical field is bullshit. I wanna be in that 1.3%. I wanna ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm stuck on auto-pilot ( Read more... )

I HATE being such a sappy hopeless romantic. It's so frustrating and hard being with someone who is not. Even harder so being with someone who is amazing at masking his emotions. I hate masking my own emotions, I hate repressing everything I want to say and do because he wouldn't understand. Hell, he might even run away ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty badass right now. Like I could conquer anything ( Read more... )

Was my gut feeling right? Yes.
Am I surprised? No.
Can I get passed this? I don't know.

"It's the only way to keep that last bit of sanity
Maybe I don't have to be good but I can try to be
At least a little better than I've been so far."