Hmm I've just been kicked out of my band without warning. apparently i 'dont suit the direction they want to go in' so hey told me in a 30sec fone call, rahter than to my face last night. Being kicked out of the band bums, it really does, it meant sooo much to me, but waht really bums is that these are people Ive been mates with for years, and they ( Read more... )

Life is good, and I feel great, cos mother says I was a, great mistake :D
mysapce is down and Im bored so I will type to no1 lol.

TYPE P
You scored 91 imagination, 75 confidence, 70 dominance, and 58 generosity!

You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never ( Read more... )

Mistress
You scored 80% Dominance and 69% Technique!

Oh my - you clearly have the instincts and the desire to take charge in the bedroom. With your attitude, you probably have no shortage of willing partners.

You may not be at the very top of your game yet in terms of execution, but not to worry - the urge to be in control is all you need; the ( Read more... )

I feel ugly and shit and lame, and also highly confident that even if somehow becky doesnt think im as repulsive as she clearly should. shes gonna get sick of me whinging pretty soon if she hasnt already. Im pretty much a grae A loser all round but hey, life goes on eh?

hmm, first time Ive felt down/doubted myself propperly since alternation. Weird guess no1 can be permantly happy though. My delightful mother been giving me grief has caused me to be more paranoid(i hope) than i clearly shud be and im worried cos tiggers taken longer than usual to reply. WHich is possibly the dumbest thing ever to get worried about ( Read more... )

First attempt at any form of diary since i was 14/15 and thats a long time. For the first time i can remember all the parts of my life seem to be coming together as i want them too. Its always been one thing ood one bad till now when I had a lady i had no band or was fighting with friends, got a great band and my lovelife would vanish. Now Im in ( Read more... )